New Year, Big Shift

Soooo, as I mentioned in my first blog, I’ve just wrapped up a year of wild consumption of all manner of personal development books and podcasts and courses and meditations and therapy sessions and body work and emotional release and reiki treatments and reiki training, and I am just now starting to feel a real shift in energy welling up for the first time — just in time for the new year! Talk about divine energy and divine timing!

I experienced many new awarenesses and openings of the soul and “ah-ha’s” and purgings and letting go’s over the course of 2018, but I never really felt close to the real, lasting change that I yearned for. I told my therapist at my very first appointment that I could clearly see the me I wanted to be. In my mind’s eye, I saw a peaceful, joyful, loving, caring, glowing, smiling, passionate, creative, fulfilled, authentic, purposeful me, emanating light and life and complete inner peace.

I don’t feel like I am that person yet, but after the tremendous change I’ve already experienced, I know that I am on my way. This year, I commit to surfing the higher vibe. It’s a matter of going where the energy feels lighter, and freer, and more exuberant. Like my beloved father used to say, “Wherever you go, there you are.” I cannot look to anyone else to elevate the quality of my life. I must simply follow what FEELS good and avoid what doesn’t because wherever I choose to go, there I will be.

Anyone else ready to surf a higher vibe in 2019?

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Soul Revival

          I am writing this blog in hopes of connecting with other people who are either interested in or immersed in personal/spiritual development but who are maybe bogged down in the details and demands of work and bills and relationships and child-rearing or who are maybe just feeling a little alone in the whole process.

A little bit about me: in the present moment, I’m feeling like I’ve tried, tried, tried to make the “right” choices in life so that I would love my job and have lots of security and prosperity, but I’m not quite there . . . I’m feeling so stuck in my career and so stuck under the weight of debt.  I’ve been working for over a year now on clearing old emotional blocks and limiting beliefs, and from this clearer place, I’m trying to manifest my dream job and my dream life.

          I’m in the thick of this process and am looking to connect with others who are on a similar path.  Each week, I’ll blog on my latest thoughts and questions and on any recent successes or “failures”.  I’d love to hear about yours, too!